Been A while

Having numerous medical conditions takes a real toll of living. I feel as If I take one step foward and then two steps back. I really try to be positive but its so hard. I have been having problems with my stomach again....Everytime I eat I get real bad pain. Also, the incision from my sugury is infected again. I am just sooo tired of being in pain and in the doctors office all the time. I just want to know when enough will be enough.......I know im strong but its getting too hard.